{"id":3891,"date":"2020-05-21T00:43:03","date_gmt":"2020-05-21T00:43:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/?p=3891"},"modified":"2020-07-31T11:11:34","modified_gmt":"2020-07-31T11:11:34","slug":"portret-bez-portreta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/2020\/05\/21\/portret-bez-portreta\/","title":{"rendered":"Portret bez portreta"},"content":{"rendered":"<body>\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\"><strong>Moj Milorade<\/strong>, ako si ikada \u017eeleo da ode\u0161, onda nije trebalo ba\u0161 ni\u0161ta da ostavlja\u0161 za sobom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tvoji <strong>tragovi <\/strong>\u010dine da jo\u0161 vi\u0161e patim \u2013 zato \u0107u napraviti <strong>se\u0107anje <\/strong>bez tebe \u2013 bi\u0107e\u0161 moj portret bez portreta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\" style=\"border-color:#cf2e2e\"><blockquote><p>Tvoja majka mi je rekla da si postao <strong>ratnik<\/strong>. Ja sam te poznavao kao <strong>prijatelja<\/strong>. <\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>A sada, dok slikanjem o\u017eivljavam tvoje obrise, pitam se i pitam te: <strong>,,Milorade, kako se od prijatelja postaje ratnik?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Da li tako \u0161to re\u0161i\u0161 da ostavi\u0161 sve \u0161to ima\u0161, uzme\u0161 jedan <strong>torbi\u010dak <\/strong>i od svog \u017eivota samo ono \u0161to u njega mo\u017ee stati, pozdravi\u0161 se sa bli\u017enjima kao sa prolaznicima i <strong>krene\u0161<\/strong> <strong>u nepoznato<\/strong>?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ka\u017ee\u0161, Milorade, <strong>domovina <\/strong>te je dozivala, <strong>muka <\/strong>te je naterala, mislio si vrati\u0107e\u0161 se, verovao si \u010duva\u0107e te <strong>Bog<\/strong>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dok te <strong>slikam<\/strong>, Milorade, \u017eiv si i <strong>razgovara\u0161<\/strong> sa mnom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ja sam besan, a ti pun razumevanja. Sva\u0161ta ti govorim kao da si najgori, kao da si izdajnik, kao da se iz <strong>Drugog svetskog pakla<\/strong> nisi vratio kao <strong>heroj<\/strong>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ka\u017eem, vratio si se, Milorade, ali, ipak, nisi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne mogu da zagrlim tvoje <strong>ordenje<\/strong>, ne mogu da se oslonim na tvoju <strong>slavu<\/strong>, tvoja torba mi ne mo\u017ee biti prijatelj umesto tebe\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sve te <strong>oskoru\u0161e <\/strong>i osu\u0161ene <strong>dunje<\/strong>, koje si sa\u010duvao kao najve\u0107e blago iz zavi\u010daja, mi ne dozvoljavaju da se i dalje ljutim na tebe.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\" style=\"border-color:#cf2e2e\"><blockquote><p>Biti <strong>ratnik <\/strong>je, ka\u017eu, va\u017enije nego biti sin i <strong>prijatelj<\/strong>. <\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Zato te slikam, <strong>Milorade ratni\u010de<\/strong>, da naslikan kao <strong>junak <\/strong>pripada\u0161 svima. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Torba koju slikam prikriva tvoje lice \u2013 <strong>ratnici nemaju lica<\/strong>, ve\u0107 torbe pune hrabrosti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tvoj <strong>lik <\/strong>ne\u0107u slikati \u2013 bi\u0107e\u0161 moj <strong>portret bez portreta<\/strong>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neka tvoj <strong>lik <\/strong>pripadne nama koji smo te voleli, a takvi portreti se slikaju po se\u0107anju \u2013 <strong>srcem<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o.jpg?resize=538%2C658\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3892\" width=\"538\" height=\"658\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o.jpg?resize=837%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 837w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o.jpg?resize=245%2C300&amp;ssl=1 245w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o.jpg?resize=768%2C939&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o.jpg?w=1080&amp;ssl=1 1080w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 538px) 100vw, 538px\" \/><figcaption>,,Portret Milorada ratnika\u201d Dragana Martinovi\u0107a iz 1988. godine, iz kolekcije ,,Savremenici\u201d, Moderna galerija Lazarevac<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>P.S.<\/strong> Pri\u010da je nastala u okviru radionice kreativnog pisanja koja je odr\u017eana u <strong>Modernoj galeriji u Lazarevcu<\/strong>. Spisateljski izazov je bio da se postavimo u ko\u017eu onog ko je naslikao sliku \u2013 upravo onu koja nas najvi\u0161e privla\u010di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Moja pri\u010da govori o <strong>gubicima<\/strong>, <strong>opra\u0161tanju<\/strong> i <strong>bolu <\/strong>onih koji ostaju u \u017eivotu onda kada njihovi najdra\u017ei odlaze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Inspirisana je slikom <strong>,,Portret Milorada ratnika\u201d Dragana Martinovi\u0107a<\/strong>, iz 1988. godine, iz kolekcije ,,Savremenici\u201d, Moderna galerija Lazarevac.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ova pri\u010da govori o gubicima,<br \/>\nopra\u0161tanju i bolu onih koji ostaju u \u017eivotu onda kada njihovi najdra\u017ei odlaze.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4213,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":true,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[489,26,624],"tags":[560,806,309,807,714,561,808,38,809],"series":[639],"class_list":["post-3891","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-pisac-iz-prikrajka","category-pisanje","category-radionica","tag-kreativno-pisanje","tag-moderna-galerija-lazarevac","tag-pisanje","tag-portret","tag-price","tag-radionica","tag-slike","tag-tvoj-magazin","tag-umetnost","series-tvoj-magazin"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/tvojmagazin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/80240842_10220918731736027_2956007268627251200_o-1.jpg?fit=768%2C939&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3891"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3891"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3891\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3899,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3891\/revisions\/3899"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3891"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3891"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3891"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tvojmagazin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=3891"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}